Narcissistic Sociopath Rage

Now imagine the most vile words coming out of that hateful looking mouth.

And then he’d ask for forgiveness just a few moments later. Hmmmm? I don’t think so.

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  1. […] by alcohol or drugs. The boy was completely sober. We’d be talking about something and then BAM!! I was always caught off guard and rendered speechless and frozen, similar to a deer in […]

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  2. After a few months of being called whore c@nt worn out fake and names and phrases I never knew could come out of anyone’s mouth but Satin! I got immune to it, I would assume I made him call me that and I needed to just “ACT RIGHT”- my devil . And I was the one to beg for forgiveness no matter what evil came out! He never ever said sorry! But after I came crawling and begging he was satisfied, and he was willing to give ME another chance!!!! A year! Even after four months of face to face torture I allowed it to continue via texts emails and calls!!! I only got away Bc I traded up for a different type of S-path! And he passed away before he was able to take me out! Now the waters are still….. But my first will never set me free, he will try again. But I’m not going to stop force feeding myself the knowledge I need to instill NO CONTACT in my mind! As I grow he gets weaker….. Well see….

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    • You are none of those things he calls you. He’s all of those things. He hates himself so much, but it’s his problem to deal with not yours. Save all of the texts. Save all of the nasty name-calling emails. The boy’s favorite word to spew at me was “whore” and I became numb to it, also, after a while. I actually came to expect it. It’s like I knew when it was coming. I’d say or do something INNOCENT but as soon as I said or did it, I knew I shouldn’t have. I would count to ten, and on cue he’d unleash the fury. Such a tiresome asshole.

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  3. my ex would go into rages like that. sure, he would apologize, but only to say “i’m sorry you make me want to hate you.” or “i’m sorry i inspire such a negative attitude & accusations in you.” classic. only a narcissist could say “i’m sorry” while actually blaming you for all of their misakes.

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    • It’s always someone else’s fault that they lose control and become so hateful. They refuse to believe it’s their own dark, empty soul that creates the hate and the spitefulness. The boy never even apologized. EVER. He felt entitled to his shitty behavior. He has a right to treat anyone who “defies” him in such a way, don’t you know? He is the most disgusting living thing I have ever encountered. He’s closer to trash than human, in my eyes. I pray and hope every day he never has children. He tells people about this blog and my book, so at least the women in his life have a choice. But there is no choice for the children. 😦

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  4. How very sad that I see that face almost every day. Crazy-making. Gaslighting. Never Good Enough. Time to stop the madness!

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  5. Funny…that’s one of my ex’s favorite movies, along with 300. Ick.

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  6. here is a little bit of dialect – Him: We should have more money in our account!!!!!You stupid effing dumb ……. woman! We have only paid him 3 times NOT 4!!!!! What have you done with the rest of the money??????

    So, i fetch the book and show him every payment made (to our builder) and luckily I made him sign receipt.
    HIM: he has only been here 3 weeks and the agreement was payment on fridays ONLY!!!!!! YOU NEVER do as you are told! I should do everything by myself!!!!! its the only efing way it will ever be done properly!

    Me: he has actually been here 4 weeks, All payments WERE made on fridays.

    HIS RESPONSE!!!!!! Gee time flies!

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    • “I’m sorry” isn’t a phrase they understand. WOW! What a prick. But I’m sorry if you’re still dealing with this man. 😦

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  7. One minute I was the best partner anyone could ever ask for and then I was the bitch from hell. I was to blame for all his lies, anger, and rage. Then, I was back to being on a pedestal. Up and down…. Up and down! I started feeling like I was the crazy one!

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    • Exactly! It’s why they call it crazy making.

      “Am I or am I not the love of your life? Because if I am, why do you get so angry when I choose to be me and have an opinion and wants and desires and a life of my own? Why do you get so angry when I talk about my friends or my family? Why do you get so angry when I disagree with you trying to tell me what I should and shouldn’t think?”

      Effing maddening is what it was! Thank god it’s now “her” and not me. Hehe!

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  8. You hit the nail on the head 🙂

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  9. or pretend and deny he did or said anything wrong and twist things to make us believe we were in the wrong….this pic hits the rage look dead on, it was triggering but i’m glad you posted it, it gets the message across.

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